I have written about this for much of the past year - What now? Where do I go in my running/racing "career"? I certainly enjoy the feeling of getting out for a run. But, I didn't grow up running. It's not something that I always did "for the loveof running." Rather, I started running because I had to. I've written before about how I had to start running after I nearly failed an Air Force PT test early in my career. After that, running became my replacement for my first "physical fitness love" - martial arts. In martial arts, there was a road map for me. Learn these techniques proficiently and earn a belt. Running, in a way, became like that. Do these workouts at this speed/effort and be able to finish in these times. I grew to love it, but didn't start that way. That's why people like Anne never quite understood the serious approach I took to racing. It was my own twisted version of fun, not the f...